SHANSHAN

2011-12-20T22:04:00.000-08:00

20 December 2012

Went out with my cliques for pool and slack around Bugis.

Took photos at fushion while they were playing because we both don't know how to play.

pardon me for my fugly face, didn't have the mood to dress up & put make up that day.

That day was a bad mood day, everybody was having pms.

Aftermath I went to Yishun for movie and dinner with mummy & sis.

Watched The Chipmunks 3! Awesome show.

Also watched New Year Eve, fucking nice show.

I'm gonna watch it again I swear.

19December 2011

went to Underwater-world. Waste of money I swear..

But see how pretty those jellyfish are? They are like translucent can ..

Chloe, acting like a clown like always..

Red light so the jellyfish turned red too!

Stingray.. Damn huge!

All the fish there is so humongous .. Everything is so pretty.

Shark . Look fake right?

Disgusting fish, like some oily fish or something. Eww..

Wanted to camwhore myself with the fish but end up no fish behind-,-

Me & sis!

Seahorse!

Crab!

Octopus ..

Took this while watching the Dolphin show .. I want to live in the sea la ..

2011-12-13T09:02:00.000-08:00

It's my dear sister birthday! What can I say ... she's finally 20!

Went over to Soul for her celebration, before that I went to watch Breaking Dawn with my lovely cliques and the show was awesomeeee.. So looking forward to part 2 of Breaking Dawn. After that went home to change and have dinner. Mummy cook crab & prawn for me! Both my favourite ^^ Then aftermath went to prepare, suppose to meet at 10 but i ended up late. So have to rush down to Soul to meet them. Then after that met up with bby and trained down together. Went in Soul and have quite some fun there, was nice meeting new friends and the music there was nice too. Shanji says he's gonna teach me those Thai dance move! OMG can't believe it. Then after around 3 plus we went for a drink and went home since Soul close at 2plus. Then went home, bath and sleep straight away, was too tired to think about anything. Today had a fight with bby, really didn't mean it but ... ok nevermind . But me and him ok already. His birthday is straight after my sister's . So this stupid boy went drinking with his friends. Ok la, shall turn in already. Fucking tired. Shall let the pictures do the talkings ..

2011-10-24T10:24:00.000-07:00

Went to Port Dickson (Malaysia) With Mummy & Sister Last Sat.

Ignore the no make-up ugly face, just enjoy the pictures..

The scenery was damn relaxing and good.

If you looking for a place to just relax and forget about everything,

this is the right place :)

The bed damn cozy! I sleep till don't want to wake up.

Omg the blanket and everything ..

Wah best to the best la :)

Another fugly face of mine.

Saw that cute little monster in the bath tub?

Yes, she's my niece. Swimming in the bathtub.

Damn cute la she, swim till don't want get up.

The bathroom .. I must say i like the tiles on the floor.

Dry very fast and very nice.

Wish for a room like this. Damn pretty and cozy la ..

Very messy right? I know.

Unpacking stuff and preparing to go out ..

Went to tour around the villa. Saw this beautiful house made of glass.

Damn classy i swear. Just exactly like my dream house!

Too bad this is a spa not resort :(

The restaurant above.. See the place where people enjoy and drink?

Surrounded by water and below is sea ..

The scenery is fucking romantic at night.

See the sea? wah this place is damn good.

Another view of the sea .. The beach there is not that dirty also.

But the water is slightly polluted, so not good for a swim.

Another view of the glass house. Aww...

resort above the beach.

Ya i guess that will be all. Didn't bring my camera there so took all these with iphone.

Resolution quite bad. But still manage to take some photos to blog.

Sorry if i didn't update much,

was busy with school and driving lessons. Shall update only when i get overseas..

Sorry peeps! Enjoy reading :)

2011-08-16T10:05:00.000-07:00

Pass few weeks went to KL, stayed over at the hotel.

It was so damn big can! I'm so gonna save up and decorate a house like this.

Didn't manage to buy a lot of clothes, didn't shop a lot too..

Shall let the pictures show you around the room ..

Yesterday was like a friday to me, because today is a holiday!

However, this also means that yesterday will be the last day i'll be with my classmates.

That is such a tragic. I'll miss them so much.

We shared laughter, scoldings and fun every single day..

Hope I'll experience the same with my new classmates.

2011-07-12T01:27:00.000-07:00

Went to Sentosa with my girls, planning to celebrate Khuza birthday but end up she couldn't make it. So we just went there to enjoy it on our own :)

Hanna & Amanda, love them most!
They throw me inside the sea :(

I love my hair color :) But hate my fat chubby face.

After that went to meet BBF and BUDDY to bbq!

Went all the way to Turf City ChongPang bbq, and i'm only in charge to eat not bbq!

Know why? Because BBF was cooking the food all the way and buddy and me just keep eating:)

See how happy am i?

But the only thing i hate about bbq is the stench will stick to me the whole day!

Urghh! Smelly!

He got caught eating! Cook + Eat at the same time!

Buddy and me :) My mouth was full, look so unglam :(

See how he cooked those meat? All stick together one.

He say this way faster to cook, but also don't know can eat anot one. Lols.

See how nice is he? Cook already still deliver to mouth.

Only to us (BBF,ABF) ok! Other people don't have such privilege one ok!

See how gentle she is? How rough am i?

Used to not making up, so nowadays go out also never put foundation.

But like not bad only right? :x Not really that ugly la. lols.

All my friends know i love prawns.

But the only problem is i hate to peel prawns.

So BBF peel all the prawns for us leh!

He only get to eat less than 10prawns lor.

Such a good friend i have :)

Then he say," I not your boyf treat you so good for what! I very bo hua leh."

The i told him:"Your status is higher than my boyf liao leh! Even if i got boyf also put you and buddy at rank 1 ok!"

Please tell him he look better when he smile.

So long never take photo with her already.

Now that she's single, she finally got time for me!

This is just half of all the prawns he had peeled.

All the meat, he just take only.

Because it was already closing timing, so we just take everything there only.

But the choice of food was limited because closing already :(

Full ttm!

See he act cute one..

Finally~ A photo of us 3 bestest friends :)

I was sharing the driver seat with him & the door was not close!

Nearly fell can ..

See my face already know he bully me right? haha.

He taught me how to steer the steering wheel, how to turn.

I think i need to practice more already:x

Promoting 7eleven :)

Last photo. Buddy & BBF :)

2011-06-12T23:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Went to USS to celebrate my birthday,

it was more like a birthday present to me.

Thanks to my BBF, he was a great friend of mine :D

6years of friends and still counting...

Bought my little sister along, she was hopeless.

She was too timid to play all those exciting games,

so it was like a waste of money of bringing her go la.

But the good thing is that she can take care of our bags:D

We played all the games! It was damn fun.

Took photos at the very last so we enjoy the games first.

It was raining when we got there,

but thank god it stop awhile later.

When we played finish all the games,

it started to rain again. OMG.

so we played till around 7plus then cabbed home.

Was damn tired, and legs were sore.

Got home, and caught up with my girls after that.

Went over to Clark Quay and settle over at Timbre.

It was quite a relax one thou, and the pizza was real great so was the singers.

Then cut the cake, too pictures..

Head over to Cyclone to find the other bunch of friend.

Totally regretted going there because that's where nightmare began.

Got a drink for present and after the drink drank few more alcohol..

and was totally dead drunk. Can't remember a single thing.

So my drink was .. GRAVEYARD.

The drink was DAMN DISGUSTING I SWEAR.

thanks to my girls, i got home safely.

So sorry i caused a scene but sincerely thankful to you girls (:

Especially to Jacquelyn, i was so sorry i vomited on you,

and heard that you were the only one that dare to clean my vomit up.

THANK YOU LA!

LOVE YOU MANY MANY ALREADY :D

Had a hangover the next day, a horrible one.

Headache, feel nauseous, damn horrible feeling i swear.

But got to Jurong point to eat ice cream at Swesens,

so was feeling kinda happy thou :D

Memorable birthday i must say.

& i just realize, the older i get,

the lesser present i received. sad.

& oh ya i just remembered,

i had bruises all over my body, pain!

AND SORE EYES TOO!

my drink :D Lychee Martini

2011-06-04T00:01:00.000-07:00

Birthday coming. Not happy at all. I'm gonna spend it alone. Sure I am.

Nowadays my mood is going from bad to worst.

People pissing me off, even my own friends.

Hate it when I ask people about something, they will link it to another thing.

Example I ask them what they gonna do on Saturday,

then they'll ask me "Not going clubbing meh?"

Fucked up. Now what? I club also got wrong?

Don't have to be so sarcastic right. This is how i live with my life what.

You don't club, don't drink, that's your problem what.

How can you compare your life with mine?

Everybody enjoy differently, you can't expect me to do things like you and still ask me to enjoy.

I can't sorry. I'm not you, I'm not gonna be like you either.

My birthday I've decided. I'm not gonna celebrate.

You'll be thinking like "Aiya, say only, that day also will celebrate one."

Sorry when I say I don't, means I won't.

No meaning to celebrate my birthday also.

Who is treating me good, who is real, I know that.

Those that are not, bear in mind. I'll treat you the same.

2011-05-30T18:05:00.001-07:00

Everything happens for a reason. But why on me?

In school now, blogging because I've realize my blog have been dead for like past few months?

Went to a friend's birthday, took many picture because I'm like so bored there.

Spam like over more than 60 pictures la. OMG.

Birthday coming, no plans, no mood. I need to get a life la seriously.

Everyday go school, discuss, do work, presentation. Damn no life la.

Club lesser, drink lesser, even go out also lesser.

But I'm going USS on Sunday! Hope I will have fun la (:

People around me lie a lot. But there are still some who dote me like hell.

Feeling bless or not? No idea. Numb.

Couldn't trust anybody, miserable loner life.

This is my karma. I've accepted it. What else can I do.

Alright, got to get back to work! New media today, Tee Lip's back! So happy la.

Need to revise more on my school work already. Kinda did badly for my UT.

I need to chiong my daily grades! I want to get a high GPA this year!!!

GAMBATEH PEOPLE! BLOG SOON (: LOVE YA...

Been so long since I saw her. Miss her (ASY)

In Zhee's ..

xoxo. you know i love you.

2011-04-19T23:44:00.000-07:00

This is how i look when i go to school.

Very decent right?! I know, thank you(:

These are the two cuties that are in my class, we get along damn well la can!

They're damn friendly and funny i swear.

The middle one is Hannah & the one beside is Khuza.

Today is only the 3rd day of school & I'm already feeling so bored.

Without their nonsense, i think i'll end up falling asleep already.

Sorry friends, can't meet up that often anymore, quite busy with school.

Everyday all i have to do is RJ and think about what to wear the next day.

I want more clothes! I need more pants!

Sad things is that i can't club that often anymore because I've got school.

But still, I'll find time to enjoy myself (:

Update next time, ciao!

(Won't be updating so much on my blog that often, so sorry!)

2011-04-03T03:46:00.000-07:00

She got back few hours ago then now she's back to Msia again.

She changed a lot. She had grown up.

Naughty Naughty Naughty,

My life's always so packed. Everyday also got things to do.

I need a job, i need money ):

Went to church yesterday, must really get back to church more often.

I need to be good, i need to change my life.

I realize i don't need guys afterall.

I'm better well off with my sisters and friends (:

I enjoy all night sleep all day, plus i'm sick ):

I need a life! Can't wait for school to reopen.

Faster finish my education and get a job & a life!

I love my family, my sisters, my niece CHLOE!

Get back soon, xoxo (:

2011-03-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

School's starting and well let's just say i'm not ready yet.

Few days ago worked at Paragon Metro,

& because i always have no sales for like only 2days?

The boss didn't ask me to go work anymore.

So i'm feeling quite happy about it because i really don't feel like working.

Slacking at home nowadays, watching drama.

Going out at the night to chill out,

days passed really fast.

Sometimes i really don't know what to do,

so that i could please everybody.

2011-03-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

A kiss for all my sisters & grandparents + mummy who stood by me.

Love You Guys!

A gratitude that i will never ever repay finish.

They love me, dote me, bring me up.

Without them, i won't be growing up so healthy.

They're closer than my parents, than anybody else.

But i'm feeling so guilty for not having the time to accompany them.

As time goes by, i grew up.

I've friends, studies, no longer want to go Msia.

But everytime i go, they'll cook the best for me, give the best for me.

Even if they save up on every little things, they wouldn't say no to us.

I really hope they can see us have family, have children of our own & successful.

If i could, i would do anything to make it up to them.

These few years, I've made them disappointed in me, I've failed to be what they wanted.

I'll not repeat the same mistakes again, I promise.

I love you granny and grandpa. You both are the best i swear!

2011-03-08T20:08:00.000-08:00

Chloe can't wait to go out ..

Once she saw people going out, she'll chase all the way there.

Her actions are damn fast i swear.

See how happy she is?

& we're only going to the neighborhoods to get some stuff.

She can be cute at times & very naughty at times.

She's very stubborn also, violent too!

Everything is back to normal. No r/s no problems.

Getting a job to kill time + earn lots of money (:

Must learn how to save up already, this month spending is a bomb!

Made new interesting friends, also learned lessons that i will not repeat again.

Know how to look people already, won't so dumb get cheated again-.-

Long r/s still don't suits me, give me problem only.

So i still prefer to be a player not a lover.

Will be updating more i promise (:

2011-02-05T23:06:00.000-08:00

First day of CNY was a disaster. No new clothes, no nothing.

Spent my CNY eve at Malaysia. Miss Chloe & grandma.

Ate steamboat and saw tons of fireworks and lanterns floating in the sky.

The night was awesome, majong & music.

Did my manicure and dyed my hair. Damn happy!

Didn't take photos of me in my CNY dress, but i love my dress alot (:

Went bainian with relatives, then went boyf house bainian also.

didn't got much angbao): damn sad. I want gamble i want bainian la!

Nobody ask me go bainian de): Ask people gamble, they also don't want.

Hate it.

2011-01-26T07:25:00.000-08:00

A starting picture of my cute little niece

we went back to msia to visit her,

and she was like damn excited can!

Miss her so damn much.

we kept bringing her out, and she even reach for the car door herself!

(shown below)

she saw the camera & kept playing with it .

KIDS ...

some old photos when she's still in s'pore.

we went to Taka to find her & took great care of her.

fed her lollipop somemore lor!

while waiting for dinner ..

she showed us the 'i'm hungry & still waiting' looks.

Damn kawaiieh!

grow up sure become model liao ..

got the potential . haha

Was busy working so do't have time to blog.

work 2 jobs now & the 3rd one still pending.

CNY coming, need lots of money for clothes & bags.

Plus school starting .. Want earn money to buy my own branded school bag (:

Valentine's coming also .. omg..

so many gifts to buy, so little money.

hope everything will become peaceful once school reopen.

Got posted in Republic Polytechnic .

Good or Bad? Not so sure yet.

Hope to make more friends..

That's all la . Got to get back to sleep.

Tomorrow is a tiring day already.

2011-01-16T08:10:00.000-08:00

It's gonna end . Problems lies with us. The fact is, we're not compatible but we love each other.

Chloe went back Malaysia like yesterday.

& i'm missing her already ):

Work's been boring & they pay is not what i expected.

But nevermind, shall tolerate till March & school's starting!

Hope everything will settle down asap,

i want a normal life, normal family, normal me.

2010-12-23T09:08:00.000-08:00

Went out to Bugis with Chloe & lil sis,

very long never bring them out already.

MISS THEM SO MUCH.

Took out the camera, she immediately smile at me.

Damn cute lor she!

Really really miss her la ):

Want hug her to bed everyday la ):

i caught her in her *blur blur* look.

Yanhong took out her phone, Chloe saw her front camera she starting waving.

I was in train then Chloe suddenly took out her milk bottle from my bag,

then she keep "neh neh, neh neh" to me.

Then i no choice have to make her milk in the train.

Pro right me? She drink till so happy lor.

Now that she's back in Malaysia, I won't be able to see her face after work anymore.

Sad die me.

Nevermind, at least boyf is coming out tomorrow to accompany me.

No plans for tomorrow,

maybe going flea market in the afternoon,

then at night stay home play majong bah?

heehee~ missing my boyf.

Ciao! Update again ...

2010-12-20T23:10:00.000-08:00

She steal my ice cream!!!

She just bath finish, & when i took out the camera, she immediately smile(:

Chloe came back to stay for a few days,

really miss her damn much! (more than my boyf)

Got 2 days off but seems to waste it,

at changing my blogskin-.-

Don't know where to go also,

wait for my pay day!

I want to go shopping like there's no tomorrow!

2010-11-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

Here a kiss for you Baobei before i start posting ..

Been to Yishun for interview, then to Khatib for threading..
Then went back Causeway to have dinner.
So no life right? I also like that think..
Hope when i start working, my life will be more interesting..

2010-11-24T05:03:00.000-08:00

saw how greedy is she already?
never fails to stare at people when eating.
went to Genting and god damn it,
fucking boring.
still yet found a job,
what to do -.-

2010-11-16T01:05:00.000-08:00

I Love My Life, I Love My Boyfriend, I Love My Mum, I Love Chloe!

Finally exams are over, no need stress so much anymore.
Now only need to find job, earn money and sweet sweet with bf.
He dote me damn much cans!
Feed me when my hands are occupied,
Cook for me in the middle of the night when I'm hungry,
Leave game in dota when i told him to, (even if he's engrossed in it)
Piggyback me when I'm lazy to walk, (even if i weigh a dozen)
Do the housework in my house, (without me reminding)
Always make me smile & give me everything i want.
Even if we both like the same things, he will still give it to me without fail.
Where can i find this type of boyfriend?
He's not perfect but i still love him because he made me feel perfect.

Hope when i return back school, i won't have to leave school with disappointments.
Didn't really did my best, so if the outcome is really bad..
I only have to blame myself.
Yesterday went to Vivo to collect my phone,
& trained to ToaPahYoh eat dinner.
blablabla~ home sweet home.
Going genting on the 17,18,19 Nov.
So after that must come back look for jobs already..
Really hope i can find one job i like.
People if got recommendation please tell me alright?
I want retail jobs best is boutique shop and $6.50 per hour one.
Near Woodlands also. Thanks Peeps!

2010-10-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

Love is not everything.

But for now, you are..

But i really hope you would change,

not so paranoid,

not so insecure.

If not i'll have a hard time being with you.

1more week ...

& still counting on ..

exams exams exams,

wish me good luck peeps!

2010-10-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

And In The End, The Love You Take Is Equal To The Love You Make

Hey guys, miss me?

Quite busy nowadays, don't even have extra time for myself.

So there's no way i could blog like i used to, last time.

Didn't expect myself to step into a relationship so fast,

due to studies, family etc.

But...

this stupid guy step into my life like nobody's business.

He taught me what is love, care, concern & many other stuff that i never even felt before.

He taught me how to see things in a different way,

he taught me what is Trust.

But..

the bad thing is that he's very sensitive):

He thinks too highly of me & get jealous easily too.

I'll try my best to keep this relationship going,

& i hope every other things turn out well too.

Striving for my studies/exams.

Not going to let anything distract me now,

not even my boyfriend.

& i know he'll understand(:

So ya,

shall end here,

last but not least..

XWJ me love you many many!

Stay tunned ...

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2010-09-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, miss me blogging?

I'm studying and swimming so much nowadays,

no time for blog nor facebook anymore.
I promise to blog more after my exams alright?
Won't neglect my blog anymore(:
Happy to know that there's still people seeing my blog.
really glad that you guys didn't forget me even thou i never update my blog anymore,
love you guys!
Because of swimming i became more and more tanned):
trying all sorts of whitening lotion and body soap,
hope i can turn back to my original colour soon.
many things happened recently,
don't wish to bring it up anymore.
All i want to do now is to strive for my exams,
score well and help out the financial in my family.
Hope can lighten the burden my mummy is facing.
Alright, shall stop writing already,
wait for my next update alright?

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2010-07-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

Saturday

see how happy is Chloe on that bed?

we went to view house and the designs are great!

i've put on weight everytime i go malaysia):

fun trip i suppose.

my future room(:

sissy and Chloe's room

i miss my grandmother ..

she's like my guardian angel,

always there for me when i need somebody.

she never fails to cook me a delicious meal,

& in order not to let her feel disappointed,

i have to eat all up):

that's why i'm getting fatter nowadays.

AWWWWW ...

2010-07-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

Sunday & Monday

this is where my little sis bug my mum to let her play when we're going back

reached the hotel ..

first thing is to CAMWHORE!!!!

this is my aunt and the big big ship (:

the weather there is hot like fuck!

a weird shop we went into

we went in to kampong house to see how people live last time

2010-07-07T01:46:00.000-07:00

Went to Malaysia last Sunday with LHM, quite a day i suppose.

She damn cute cans, we went toilet and paid 40cents.

then we camwhore awhile she say,

"Eh 40cents times up already, must go liao."

damn funny cans! 1st time hear people like that say.

Miss her so much, very long never meet her already(:

She keep eating, first we went Mr. Tepanyaki then awhile later,

we went to eat laksa. She ate asam laksa and i ate johor laksa.

YUM YUM! (Y)

then we went shopping around, didn't buy much stuffs.

at night went back and got separated at causeway.

i went to Yishun to have dinner and went home.

there's many weird photos of me, but too much so i won't be posting here.

all is uploaded in my facebook, before you go ..

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2010-06-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

back from Malaysia, rushing my homeworks these few days.

don't disturb me thanks (:

2010-06-13T02:49:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday To Me!

what must i say,

i celebrate 3 times and ate two cakes (:

10th June i went out with sister to AngMoKio,

went walking around saw many GSS items. i like (Y)

spending money on cab until i'm broke ):

before that went ChinaTown for Chloe's photoshoot,

then rush to AngMoKio.

then had dinner and met FangXin,

went shopping around but didn't manage to buy anything ):

I'M LIKE SO BROKE LA!

why the money is not dropping inside my wallet?!

went to Causeway to collect the cakes,

went home and have a small celebration.

Strawberry Shortcake (Y)

rush out to Orchard to meet up with Michael,

went to watch Karate Kid, nice show (Y)

i was like so late can ._.

then went to have dinner with him,

he keep nag me:x LOL

thanks for the present anyway!

rush off to Punggol to meet people,

cabbed there and guess what?

the fucking cab driver don't know how to go,

yet he didn't tell me earlier! retard.

waste my precious time and money.

then i alight in the middle of Punggol,

trying to find my way there instead.

the place is fucking scary and cold,

my phone went dead also._.

so end up didn't manage to meet up with my friend,

cabbed home instead.

totally pissed off that day,

but thanks to those people on Facebook for wishing me on my Birthday,

my mood went better (:

11th June went to Vivo City with FangXin,

went for lunch at LongJohnSilver.

after that went to the opening air area,

played in the water like crazy.

Olivine & YueMing came after that,

then YanHong & Jacquelyn came.

thanks for the dress that Olivine & Yanhong gave,

and the cake YueMing bought.

guess what cake she bought?

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE AGAIN.

two same cake on my birthday, haha.

took many photos with them,

FangXin camera that day is the best already (Y)

many unglam photos, bear with it:x

went for dinner with them at a Chinese restaurant,

took photos and awhile later we left first.

was in a hurry, so sorry!

then took the sky-train to Sentosa for the Surge II Event,

it was like a total disaster.

poor organisation, too crowded.

what they promise also end up breaking it.

we went on a beach, with sands and sweaty people.

and guess what?

they spray water at us despite us having our make ups on,

and result in us getting so sticky with the sands on our legs.

stupid morons.

even the toilet need to walk till so far,

re-entry was the worst part.

need queue for so long and they were like squeezing here and there.

totally ruin my birthday mood.

went home after that around 3am plus,

reach home was like a dead fish already.

12th June went to powerhouse,

didn't have the mood to go at first,

because i was all alone and not much people i know there.

but end up went there in a rush,

Adrian brought me in and went over to the smoking area.

blablabla~

saw many familiar faces,

but they didn't say hi until i approach them.

sad.

i was pulling my dress up ok._.

drink not much and went off around 4am with Raymond,

thanks for sending me there!

met up with that idiot and his friends,

they were playing majong and i fell asleep at the sofa.

went home around 7am plus,

cabbed again ._. see how much i spend now?!

then had breakfast with mummy and sissy at Vista Point,

went home straight and fall asleep straight after i remove make up and everything.

stayed home whole day,

still thinking if tomorrow want to go Powerhouse or not,

not much friends going ):

depends on my mood bah. haha

alright let the pictures do the talkings,

bye peeps!

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2010-06-03T03:22:00.001-07:00

The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

yesterday went school for extra lessons,

i hate English so i skip the lesson throughout.

i don't give a damn if they punish me or what,

because i would rather get punish than wasted my precious time there.

if they teach something useful i've got nothing to say,

but all they did was to let us practice with the past year papers,

isn't it a waste of my time? ._.

went for art instead,

not much time left before Mr.Jay is leaving,

i need to rush my painting out quick.

after that went over to AMK for dinner with mummy and sissy,

SUSHI! yum yum C:

went home after that, then met up with baoqiang, leslie and yixin again.

pass leslie his spongebob and slack awhile before going home.

8 more days to my birthday .. sian.

every year my presents and wishes will get lesser and lesser,

friends forgetting me i guess.

never mind about that,

where should i celebrate my birthday? hmm ..

really hate to plan my things so early,

because i always can't think of any nice plans ._.

hope people who promise me my presents won't forget ah..

i want a new heels!

i want a new dress!

i want a new handphone!

(getting either iphone or n97 if possible)

i want to extend my hair!

i want new handbags!

omg .. now i realise i got so many wants..

i need money!!!! must work!!!

2010-05-30T01:29:00.000-07:00

Went to Bukit Batok for movie yesterday,

finally i got to see "The Last Song".

couldn't find the time to see this movie,

so i want to thanks ShangJie for accompanying yesterday C:

Thanks for the movie didi! haha

then after movie i went to Bukit Panjang to meet Burnett and friends,

slack awhile went back woodlands.

met up with YiXin, BaoQiang, Leslie and GuoQing,

went to Labrador Nature Reserve to slack and drink.

took some photos too,

had a great day C: thanks !

reached home around 4plus i think,

then went off to sleep.

tomorrow is Chinese O'level paper,

haven't even study yet.. hope this time i don't get a c5 again:x

2010-05-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

went over to Malaysia to visit my grandparents,

miss them like hell.

it'd been so long since i met them,

& they dote me the most!

feel so relax there because there's nothing there for me to do,

all i can do there is eat, sleep, play.

that's why i every time go there will gain weight,

that's the only bad thing about going back:x

& I've received my cheque from Nuffnang,

like finally! omg.

shall not say much about my trip there already,

because nothing much had happened.

going to update lesser in blog and Facebook already,

because my exams is getting nearer and nearer.

wondering how my this year birthday is gonna be like,

hope i enjoy really really much :x

2010-05-17T00:59:00.000-07:00

down with flu .

i'm gonna live a normal life,

a life that consist only important people like,

my family, my good friends, my buddy, my ahma & my lover.

I swear i'm gonna make it right this time.

2010-05-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Olivine Lim Xue Qi C: 12May2010

yesterday met up with Jacquelyn then off to Ion with sister & Chloe.

reached there went to dine at Fish&Co,

delicious i must say C:

then went cam-whoring and singing birthday songs.

then we went off to toilet, cam-whoring again!

she wants to take many many pictures.

then we were like shopping, walking everywhere.

it's a fun day i suppose,

hope she did had fun C:

oh ya, i think i'm going to fail all my subjects in exam,

because i didn't study any of them. (Great)

didn't want to waste my brain cell on MYE,

so i will do the studying after June C:

NOT OLIVINE'S FAULT! DON'T WORRY:x

alright, shall let the pictures do the talking,

i'm kinda done here.

2010-04-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

I'm hurt & that's it.

The story end here.

New chapters will not be out so soon.

Need some time to heal here.

2010-04-23T03:43:00.000-07:00

I went to school this whole week! Feel so proud of myself:x

But seriously saying, going to school everyday can really kill me:x

then tonight will be staying at home, really lazy to go out.

tomorrow is my ahbi birthday(: !!! happy happy.

older le uhs, must grow mature and stop playing SuddenAttack le ok:x

will bring my camera out often, will take more photos to update my blog(:

stay tunned peeps!

ohya, last Saturday went to Zouk.

it was a disaster._. totally hate it there.

not going there anymore:x

2010-04-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

School was mad like hell.

Bored like hell, shit like hell.

LOLS. everyday also do same thing.

tomorrow don't know want do what, haven't plan.

hope i don't make history repeat.

brought Chloe to tampines play, took pictures.

Craving for Subway now): Subway Melt!

Ohya, If anybody happens to passby my blog,

& happen to plan to go Se7en tomorrow,

PLEASE DO COME SE7EN TO SUPPORT THIS EVENT.

ENTRANCE UNDER MY NAME WILL BE FREE,

PLEASE TELL ME ASAP IF YOU'RE INTERESTED.

I NEED TO KNOW THE NUMBERS BY TONIGHT!

THANKS FOR SUPPORTING~!

2010-04-10T23:35:00.001-07:00

Firstly, I want to thank all my readers for reading my blog.

You guys are the reason that i did not give up blogging.

I really appreciate that my daily readers is still visiting my blogs, giving comments.

Really Really Love You Guys, without you guys, this is just a dead blog.

Secondly, I want to thank all my friends that were there for me when i am sorrow.

I didn't have much friends last time, & i don't really kow what friends means.

But my buddy, my facebook friends all made me realise that i am not alone.

It just felt like i have a big big family tree, always there supporting(:

Lastly, I might not be updating blog that often now.

Because of the time limit, & the limited content on my post.

So if you want to know more about me, go to my FaceBook^^

Thanks Guys!

Btw, i've accidentally deleted my previous post.

The one with many pictures uploaded._.

If you want to see it again, go to facebook(:

2010-04-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating my blog, because my life is so boring nowadays.

I go to school, come home, go to school, come home.

Everyday same routine, my life is totally ruin._.

Even when it reach Friday, my mood is still the same.

Know why? Because no planning of where to go or what to do.

See? It is totally colorless now . What to do?

For the first time i feel so empty living.

Didn't want to club because i didn't want to waste money on such stupid events.

Didn't want to make my buddy and my goat angry too, so not going is the best.

I am tired of trying, tired of loving, i am dying.

The purpose of me going to school now is no longer there,

the more i tried to love school, the more i hate it.

Why is this happening. Don't force me to go to school if i don't want to.

It will totally make me pissed of, like seriously.

Even my favourite subject Biology, also made me hate it.

All i wanted was a good teacher that have enough patience on me,

is that so difficult? Now rushing for art too.

How could i possibly finish ?! Screwed.

My life is a total disaster, so is my personality.

2010-04-04T07:41:00.000-07:00

Nowadays very seldom come update my blog,
because mixpod is having some problems and my songs can't be played.
plus, very busy this few days,
keep meeting friends and doing stuffs.
can't really remember what i did last few days,
but i know i finally met buddy(:
went to Malaysia with SookYee too,
bought a top also.
yesterday went out with my girls,
cityhall kbox sing songs,
went meet my goat next(:
then blablabla~ too many things to write.
went for dinner at Crystal Jade just now,
for personal reasons, i am not going back there again.
the food does not suits me , the service is bad.
headache just now, really feel so sick):
alright, stop here. my life is boring.
wait till i reach 18, my blog will be more interesting(:
doing new blogskin for my blog, stay tunned(:
I MISS MYBUDDY, MY LHM AHMA & MY MEHMEH& FANGXIN(:

2010-03-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

Down with flu & cough .
tomorrow will be going to the doctor again.
saturday 4am plus went rounding.
friday stuck at home.
nowadays keep stuck at home,
very very very bored):
every night there's always been a guy there for me,
waiting for me to sleep before he does,
wanting to see me smile by letting me scold him.
he's great & i must say he's a very good boy(:
thanks for being there for me when i need somebody^^

2010-03-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

bored bored bored.
school makes me sick sick sick.
what to do? hais
currently under depression,
homeworks not finish.
things not done.
stress stress stress!
why can't life be much more easier):
saturday's event not that good,
still got place for improvement.
BUDDY!!!! where are you?!

2010-03-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

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2010-03-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

Everything Seems To Go Upside Down Inside Out Nowadays ...

not that i don't want to update,
it's just that there's no pictures for me to update.
although i always bring my camera out,
but i always lazy to take it out:x
so ya,
yesterday went to ROMP V Event (totally sucks!)
Sorry Buddy, Made You Angry):
when you chill down then talk to me alright?
but don't angry too long or i will sad like mad):
Sunday met up with my kuku baby(:
he's such a cute little ass.
saw Hui Lay a few times too,
5 times in 3hours i think? (fated)
now rotting at home,
thinking what to do with my stupid art._.
going over SooChing's House to borrow her Social Studies Workbook,
then going to 888 take my glasses.
damm bored nowadays ..
especially when you're broke._.
staying at home till money suddenly drop from the sky,
which is impossible._.

2010-03-10T01:07:00.000-08:00

What Seems To Be Real Is Not Really Real, It's Just A Illusion That You Used To Dream Of ...

hey! back to blogging(:
common test few days ago,
did quite badly i can tell:x
never revise for the test,
just merely guess all the way.
stupid english teacher think she very good,
keep act like a boss. (PUI!)
hate her to the core man ..
last friday went out with buddy & Owen,
to Chinatown Thai Disco (boo!)
i hate going to thai disco,
only the guys will enjoy there ..
after that met up with buddy friend,
went to East Coast catch toys.
home sweet home after that(:
Saturday went chalet with buddy,
fangxin put me aeroplane, because of her stupid RedCross):
then thank god buddy want accompany me go,
if not i will have to go alone):
THANKS BUDDY!
went there awhile,
went to watch movie at the centre.
after watching meet Owen & Zolaine?
went to BoatQuay's Element to drink,
nice babes there .. sexy & pretty.
few things happen later,
Zolaine drove us back and home sweet home again.
only weekends are fun,
other days are all SCHOOLDAYS ,
BOOOOORIINNNGGGGG~
school sucks everyday,
soon to go teachers will sucks too.
alright, stop posting.
pictures below ..
March holiday coming,
book me in advance if you want to meet me(:
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buddy loves (Y)

Owen & Zolaine?

saw my lip gloss on the cup?

candid@

at thai disco toilet

my baby Chloe(:

2009 photo

2010-03-03T04:07:00.000-08:00

At Buddy House Now, Doing Schoolwork. So Many Things To Do, So Little Time ...

tomorrow will be a miracle!

because i will be going to school:x

this is the 2nd thursday i will be appearing in school,

usually it's MC day for thursday(:

mood was quite pissed off few days ago,

because of some unhappy stuff and some weird people._.

but it's alright now ,

no point quarrelling over stuff that are not worthy.

just wasting my precious time,

already no time for school where got time for arguements._.

trying to break my record for staying single in 3month,

focus on studies first(:

i need to find time for my art already,

if not really can say bye bye to my art piece already:x

facebook friends really make me happy when i am sad,

really a lot of thanks la! you all best already (Y)

trying my best not to fall asleep in class nowadays already,

so teachers please do your jobs and keep me awake alright?

fill my brain with all your equations and stuffs._.

going chalet on saturday, fangxin going with me right?

friday planning to go drink, but don't know want go where:x

should i go Romp5 on 15march? lols.

alright, stop here.

stay tunned for my next update alright?

love you guys(:

2010-02-25T05:37:00.000-08:00

The Minute You Begin To Do What You Want To Do, It's Really A Different Kind Of Life

friday went rounding i think?

can't remember the days & what i did already.

i only remember going to Brenda house to eat steamboat,

but before that day i went rounding.

saturday met up with buddy,

wasted my saturday):

sunday went to zoo with sis & mum,

i hate going to the zoo.

the weather was hot like @#$$#@$%%$@#

i kept complaining & complaining,

till i got really sick and tired):

boyfriend look up for me that day,

he went all the way down from SengKang to my house.

just to take a glance of me and be by my side(:

i love him so much that day.

soon his court is coming,

he might be going in for years.

everybody will be thinking and doubting me,

asking me "Will You Wait For Him?"

the answer is yes.

this time is serious, very serious.

if he treats me well & if i can sense his love,

i will wait definately.

but the problem is,

i can't sense how much he love me):

i always tell people that,

if you love your partner more than he/she love you,

the person that lose out will always be you yourself.

but ended up i am the one who love him more):

piles and piles of homework not finishing,

common test is next week.

HOW HOW HOW?!

anybody know of a better tutor? 1 to 1 tutor.

cabbed to SengKang to find Hubby yesterday,

accompanied him all day long.

feel so cozy hugging him watching him sleep,

he looks just like a kid:x

most adorable when he is asleep(:

his sister is very friendly too:D

went to visit his friend and play poker after that.

i don't like it when Hubby gamble):

but i love it when he coax me when i am angry:D

stupid Hubby of mine,

don't know what to do without him by my side seriously.

cabbed home after that,

took MC for today (not feeling well)

tomorrow shall go to school if i am feeling better:D

nights peeps!

ALVIN ANG CHEE KEONG! JUST TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT ALRIGHT?

2010-02-18T03:07:00.000-08:00

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2010-02-18T02:31:00.000-08:00

After I've Done So Much, All I've Ever Wanted Was Just Your Trust

yawns~

just woke up after finding myself sleeping above my drawings:x

was having cramps all day,

& just got myself 2days MC yesterday):

missed many many lessons,

my art is still not done yet,

and piles of homework is still found on my bed.

stupid chinese new year,

it seems like a time for us to rest and go visit relative,

but it is not!!!

so many things need do,

where got time visit?!

i will disappoint Mr. Jay if i don't finish my art now):

stupid me.

tomorrow lessons till 4pm,

crap isn't it?

extend lesson without us approving,

stupid idiotic school.

alright,

i've got to get back to my mountain homework already,

bye peeps!

Ohya,

i meet buddy yesterday to watch the 72 Tenants Of Prosperity.

rating 2/5 (maybe not really interested in chinese movie)

I WANT TO WATCH THE LIGHTNING THIEF!

i am so going to find time there:D

Last Of All~

BUDDY I STILL LOVE YOU MANY MANY OK!

& Lim AHMA! No Matter What Happen SunNu Still Here Ok?

Turn To Me If You Need Any Help:D

Missing Somebody Right Now,

& Hope He's Missing Me Too:x

You Made My Heart Skip A Beat:D

2010-02-13T19:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine Everybody!

Wish You All Get A Lot Of Red Packets & $$ :D

& Hope You Enjoy Your Valentine Day With Your Love Ones~!

Anybody Want Welcome Me Go Your House Bai Nian?

LOL. Please Tag Me Or Message Me:D

2010-02-04T08:36:00.000-08:00

( So Many Readers But None Want To Buy My Tickets!)

(damm sad)

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2010-02-04T07:35:00.000-08:00

I Lost My Faith, In Studies, In Boyfriend, In Family, In Myself, In My Life! What's Happening To Me...

boyfriend gave me a bouquet of 12flowers,
because he made me angry!
but thanks anyway for cheering me up:D
i am happy that he tried to make me happy,
but angry because he spend money on not useful stuff._.
he keep spend money & end up keep complain he broke,
feel like slapping him sometimes.
i keep take photos of the flowers,
he himself also cannot stand me:x
but too bad i was not with my make up,
if not i would be taking more:x
laughs
was skipping or you can say avoiding SocialStudies class,
i think i made the teacher mad:x
not that i wanted to skip her lessons,
just that i am scared of going,
i am afraid that if my homework is not up to standard,
she might scold me.
i am afraid that i can't catch up,
she might look down on me.
everytime i tried to go her class,
she always appears to be strict and unfriendly.
i went back to school because of Miss Ng, of Biology,
but the class doesn't seems to be interesting anymore.
i starting to fail my test and not focusing in class,
this shouldn't be happening to me!
today moodswing because of small little things,
i think there's something wrong with me.
even i also don't know what's wrong with me nowadays,
everything is not going smoothly!
hais.
went to work today (not bad),
tomorrow is a holiday! going out:D
alright stop here, nights peepos!
ohya btw, IM BROKE TOO:D

2010-02-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

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2010-01-29T21:07:00.000-08:00

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2010-01-29T19:21:00.000-08:00

As Long As You're By My Side, I Am Contented Enough Already

wanted to blog yesterday,

but i was lazy and tired.

went out on Thursday to accompany my sister to meet people,

was at Causewaypoint when we saw Fangxin.

she went along with us to take some stuff,

then we headed back to Causewaypoint.

she was suppose to accompany us to ChuaChuKang,

but Gina kidnap her away._.

so we went to Breeks for lunch (YumYum)

awhile later FangXin went with Gina,

& we went ChuaChuKang to shop .

took some photos,

& all i could say. ChuaChuKang was a bad place for shopping.

worked yesterday & overall it was quite good:D

going to Hougang later to meet some people,

and shop around there for awhile.

night plans still planning,

WHERE'S MY BUDDY?! I MISS HER!!!

we both didnt enjoy but luckily we have each other

was taken last last sat i think, at St.James
in breeks:D
her eyes is still small as usual love her my sissy:D she think she cute

kids pls do not learn, it's dangerous:x

2010-01-27T02:56:00.000-08:00

Sometimes You Should Perhaps Make A Trip To Somewhere Where Memories Of It Are Fading Away Slowly

mouse is keep hanging like every minute._.

so damm fed up.

neglected my blog quite a long time a;ready,

miss my post people?

guess many of my readers had already forgotten about me):

that's a really sad thing to hear you know.

took me such a long time to post this post,

the mouse is totally not cooperating with me!

school is almost the same everyday,

so there's nothing much to post also.

everyday of my life is just like a cycle,

so bored and lifeless.

have been waiting for my buddy to send me those photos,

from like last last saturday? till now._.

can see she is damm damm busy.

have been neglecting her a lot too,

i will make it up to you i promise:D

baby have been making trips to my house so often,

like his house like that.

he is treating me real good i swear,

but i abit not used to it:x

people who know me well should know why:x

laughs.

been to the Museum to see Eygpt Mummies today,

a very educational one i can say.

learned so much from that trip,

all i can say is that Eygptions are so cool:D

still deciding if going to school tomorrow or to the clinic:x

i fear Thursday lesson,

it give me creeps on my skin.

alright shall update till here,

stay tunned if you are one of my readers:D

takecare peeps~!

off to Northpoint for dinner:D

2010-01-21T08:30:00.001-08:00

HELLO! This is not ShanShan, but her baby posting! Didn't tell her this :\ But, I'm on the phone with her right now and

I LOVE YOU BABY!

2010-01-13T08:50:00.000-08:00

When The Lies Are Getting Too Much, You Tend To Reveal The Truth By Accident

school wasn't so bad today,

everything went well:D

still couldn't make up my mind which topic to choose for art,

brain cells all used up .

after school went to prepare,

hate going out with my sister because she always rush me.

& always blames me for being late.

cabbed to JooKoon ( i didn't even know this place exist )

and met the lady. blablabla~lots of crap

went to Raffles met another lady,

went walking around too .

went to CityLink to have NewYorkNewYork,

Yum Yum is all i can say:D

Ribeye Is The Love Yo!

took some pictures at there,

the Manager was nice so is the staff:D

Chloe is not behaving today too,

she has become more and more naughty):

cabbed home after that,

really got tired.

mood ain't really good right now,

hate those people who lied to me.

whatever love you said that you had for me,

whatever shit that you said you will wait for me,

all full of BULLSHIT!

guys are just nothing but a pain in the ass.

awhile say love you awhile attached to somebody else.

WTF?!

still deny say that you both are just friends,

oh please who would believe?

even the girl claims that she like you._.

now you even put a relationship with her as status,

how do you expect me to believe all those nonsense you said?

Go Eat Shit And Tell Me It's Nice maybe i will still believe.

save your excuses for that girl,

before still have the thought of coming back to you.

but now?

FUCK OFF FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME.

i seriously hate you.

you just nothing but a big fat LIER!

all those messages you sent will be deleted with no second thoughts.

thought that you could be trusted,

but you seems to prove me wrong.

that's it. we're over.

& to that stupid Mr.Gxxxxx,

i ask you to leave me alone,

YOU REALLY LEAVE ME ALONE?!

you really dumb until i don't know what to say already.

was waiting for your messages this whole morning,

and you message me few hours before 12pm.

i thought you just woke up or what,

i didn't want to blame you.

but end up?

YOU TOLD ME YOU WOKE UP 6AM AND WAIT TILL SO LONG THEN REPLY?

few words is it so difficult?

just let me know you're ok or awake,

at least i won't have to worry for you right?

damm fucked up now.

forget it, i don't want to care anymore.

all the guys just seems to be the same afterall.

& to Mr.Exxx,

you don't think you nothing wrong,

and i am not angry at you hor.

you've too much things to point out already,

i lazy write so much.

just one simple sentence will do,

i am not those kind of girl that you use as a spare tyre.

no girls entertain you,

you come find me.

got girls then 'Hey i don't give a damm about you'

FUCK OFF!

candy floss